this min now i just feel like crying....i really cant find anyone...i just need someone there for me...i relly feel so tried and feel like giveing up everything in my life...but i cant...

mummy>i jus hope you can udersatnd wat i one some time...it been very sin ku tat you keep reminding me not to be like sis...i really very scare tat i cant do wat u ask me to do....i scare tat i will be like sis when i grow up...i so scare tat i let you down one day...i am not as good as you think...you know..all alone i know tat you are trying your best to give me everyting i need...but there is somthing you forgot to give me...and is a smiple care tat i need from you...althought we been talking alot...but when ever we talk you always will remind me not to be like sis...and you always tell me satff about him...and yet i cant say anything..i dont bleam you for this...cuase i know you just need someone to talk to...but do you know hope much i dont wanna hear this from you...but i got no choose...cause i am the only one in the house u will say so much to me...

sis> if you really care the house..can you keep in contact with me like last time...dont let me feel tat i alone..and have to take care the house....and can we be like last time and go out every week end...

aunt and uncle> i know i grow up..and i no longer a small gal anymore..i know you guys wanna me to work hard and help up my mum...i promiss to you guys...i try my best..

everything in my life start to go wrong...
skool work i cant get the things i wan...
basketball...i no longer so into anymore..cause i lousy...
house have been stress in my heart..
everything just not so good in my life... i hate it....


i really feel tat i need someone to be here with me...cuase i cant take any other comment about me anymore...

you say tat you be with me..but this min now...i dont even dare to contact you...cuase i scare tat there is no reply form you..i need someone like you to make me smile..this min now..i need a simple hug tat you last give me..so i can put all things behind..with out any worry...

; Name Huimei:))
; Age 22
; Birth 19July91
; Basketballer and student
; broken into parts
; Email:huimei04@yahoo.com