now at friends house...drink with my group of friends....everyone is sad i also.....everyone is crying...me too....i miss everythink tat i have....my teammate..and friends......i dont know wat to say....i feel sad....i start to have the hurt again....is so hurt now....hurt til a piont tat i almost feel tat my heart is like dieing....everyone got they own problem...i dont know how to help them other than lent them my shoulder.....

i feel tat i need someone now...but i dont know who to turn to.....i dont know who to go too.....i miss you badly now...i dont ask anything in return...really...but to let me be there for you....
i getting use to this knid of feeling without you but why some how i just miss you so much....

tears are coming down now....i really hope to see you again...and your happy face..
i really really wonder how are you...will you still come to me one day...when ever you need somone..

friends...if you guys was me...you guys will know why i am so angry ytd...so wat u guys only now me for a faw months....i think you guys dont know understand me at all...but i got nothink to say....just walk away from me if you guys cant take it...when one day you guys understand me you guys will know why....why i am like tat...

; Name Huimei:))
; Age 22
; Birth 19July91
; Basketballer and student
; broken into parts
; Email:huimei04@yahoo.com