Stop @ 6:04 PM
back to post.....i spent my weekend with jiamin and guan hong....playing ball and hang around talk talk....but wat most is tat we go to jurony view....lol...the place dame cool can...is so nice looking from the view there....:) i think i going to back to the place again on 19 july.....no matter wat...hais...oh ya...hope tat this 19 july have time pei xin...cause is her father 100 days think...er....shit i think i can pei ling hui ton le....lol...how to tell her lei....er...my sis is going to open a party at her house on the 18 july til 19 july....for kor kor...cause his birthday is same days as me....but i dont know i can stay there the whole day...tsk....my sis ask me to bring some friends there but who should i call....hais...i think everyone is busy...so is ok la...
sian...i got so much thinks wanna know but yet i also afried of knowing also....hais...i try to dont wanna to care so much now and play well in basketball but still end up i will still drop tears when ever people say about u...and i will still end up to a point where i miss you too....i really dont know wat to do now...i really dont wanna u to tell me give up you agian...cause is just going to let me cry again...time pass so fast when i myself think i change alot....smoetime i wonder do i know wat i am doing or not....i seldom stay at home now a days...always late going home after my mum have slap me...is it cause i still angry of her...i also not sure....but ytd i reach home early and i was siting next to my mum....we did not even say a word to each other...why is it so....i waiting for you to concer me...but yet u did not....is so sad...i miss the time tat i tell you so much about her...and you will tell me about him...but now things have change...are we still tat colse???
suddenly i feel tat i dont have anyone around me anymore....is it cause tat somethink is wrong with me or????i really dont know....
time have pass....skool reopen so fast....hais....i did not go to skool the 1st day cause i was in bad mood...go to xin house early in the moring and chat chat and fall a slp cause sundays we reach home quite late..think around 4.30....and the next day lesson start so early....so did not go...and my mood have been so bad tat i alomst cry when i standing at the window there at xin house...hais....stay at xin house til night 9.30 pulse than i go home....i skip both my quan fong and combine training ytd....i totally lose at tat point of time....mood was not in basketball....so i did not go....and now i was at skool...so boring....hais....
later having friedly with SP...dont know i going to play well or not...but i think i not going to play well...cause my hand start to pain again...cause i stupidly put my hand at the door when the door is going to close...lol..hais...hope tat i can play well later ba...cause i really working very hard for basketball cause alot match coming up...open wommans and ite....hmmm...ok i shoulde end here already...cause lesson starting....
quanfong jia you later ba...
missing everythinks tat i have...:(
