Stop @ 4:24 AM
back to post....life have been very normal...and also very aimless...i doing nothink other than slack and joke around with friends.....boring....family problem slowly was getting better thought i did not help much....family are trying to get close with each other also...is a good thing...basketball team are also very good...i trying to have back all dose skill tat i use to have and i have been working hard to play well...in friendly and up coming match...
friends....pls think truth wat u say...i not dose kind of person tat will take away ur galfriend one...and pls...if u dont understand me..i got nothink to say....and i got the person i like why must i have urs....and i explian so many thousand time already....and pls is ur stead who wanna come ask me think than i just telling her only....if not u think i be so dame free to go talk to her...and pls i got no computer so i wont keep onlin and chat with ur stead....and pls mind wat u say...not happy with me..can come find me arh....siao....if i got friends like u i dieing soon....
back to own thinks...ytd happen alot thinks...i should not be so kpo tat i wanna help her but i end up like hai le ta...is so kpo i am can....sometimes i wonder am i doing the right things ma....i wonder why jm can explian to me but not to you....i got so much tat i wish to say out but sometime i just dont know how to say....sometime i also wonder do u need my help or not....and wat if i help u...will it be more troublesome to you....i have been having so much thinks to say and ask.....sometime i also wonder am i scarying people away from me...cause the thinks i doing is too over already...i feel tat i am very fan for her...i have never think so much when i doing things...i am scaring people away ma???hais....all i know i wanna do is to help her...but i never know tat by doing all this i just hai ta...and not helping her....
people are saying each other bad thinks....i am hearing and hearing so much so much...if u really like her befor dont u think u should trust her.... and you only listen to one side stroy...have u ever give her a chance to explain things to u...is just going to be so unfair if u only hear one side stroy....if i were u... i would choose to believe the person i love or like...casue u never think of giving her a chance to explian things to you....so u choose to believe wat others say.....is so unfair...u tell me tat u wanna explian to her but you just never...not even wanna tell her the real reason behind it...do u know how much it hurts if u dont tell her...u only think tat if u never say will be better...but do u know by not saying is hurting also.....