life have been bad...going out with friends is like normal think....no more joy nor sad...cant make my self happy or wat...cause i in bad mood....ya..sis report is out...is bad news...and i dont know wat to do other than droping tears....i am sad...or maybe i never been happy for all this while....i am really in no mood to do anythink....

i got so much to tell u ytd...but i just dont dare to say out....u are in bad mood but i cant do anythink...i pormiss to be there for u...but i am there but yet i cant do anythink..but to let u see my cry....u hold my hand...and how i wish time can stop at there...cause i really like u alot...and never wanna give up on you....u did not hurt me or wat...cause i understand why....i should not have let u feel so bad...this is also why i dont wanna cry infront of you...

just let me hao hao de zhai ni shen pang pei zi ni hao ma??? jiu ren wo mo mo de pei zhi ni...how i wish i can be with u or how i wish i can just be at ur side all the time....bu yao shen xin le hao ma???ni ta ying wo ni hui kai xin de gou mei yi tain....

bu guan fa shen she mer si...ni dou hai yo wo...wo young yuan dou hui pei zi ni.....ying wei wo ai ni....zi xiang hao hao de zhen xi ni....

dont ask me to forget how good u are...or calling me to give up on u and move on with out u hao ma...cause i know tat i cant..so i wont forget how good and all the thinks we been truth....