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Saturday, December 27, 2014
Stop @ 8:37 AM

cause today is reflecting time for the whole year..weather to be thankful or to be sad.. i just going to write it out with what i feel about this year,,


to start by buddy.. this gal have been my buddy for more than 7 years.. if u were to ask me.. are we close i dare not say we are really close but i sure we support each other choose and thinking.. i dont know since when buddy have slowly change the thinking and we no longer can read each other mind that much.. maybe out of 100% when we start of as good friend.. now i can only read her mind 50%.. but to be truth.. sometime i wonder will our friendship stop there some year ahead or will it continue to go down this road.. i dont know is it cause when we grow old changing of mind make us drift away or was it all along like that..to be very truth some time i think we only manage to be close when we need some support ..but some time when we are in happy mood we seldom meet and this year to sum up.. i think 1 meet her less than 20 time..is not that we got no time meet or anything .. is just that we never thought of each other i think.. and to be truth..even thought we never meet..she still look the same to me.. a friend who lent me ear when i need.. and support me one way or another..other than thanks buddy for being there for me when i down ..i got nothing more to say.. but infect i think when i grow up abit here and there..i think i slowly wont tell her my feeling trying to face it myself.. cause i know is time for me to grow.. well to buddy message is always the same.. dont be too hard on urself..if not u lose urself when counting the bad...


and here come my skool mate for over the pass 3 year.. to say this the group that i put in most effect to keep them as a group of close friends.. but ever since we walking different path.. i seem to have been left behind.. i dont think is i think too much but cause they have prove me so.. when i start to slowly let everything to be less important.. the more far i am away from them.. but that is a fact that cant be change.. but i got no regert knowing and having them as my friends.. cause i know they are my joking pill some time.. but all i can say.. one day we might be far away from each other..but i still i hope we can always meet out.. there sad alot sad time in my heart that i cant say and u all cant read..but that might be my own problem ..but i sometime i just feel tired on holding this kind of friendship..i know there is alot of things is fect i cant change..but i never give up this friendship yet.. but have u all?? all i wanna say about this group of friends is that i can feel that i losing it slowly already..but i really hope it come any soon..well everyone play apart to stay close..but is time to see what it left .. everyone is leaving skool soon ..but i hope we always the same.. and always have fun tgt.. i thankful for everyone present over the years..


and so come to the 91st gals.. to say what lei.. i just glad that i born in the year same with u all.. and grow up tgt.. but to be very frank.. i no longer feel that we that close anymore.. and i am sure some of us in this group do feel the same.. we are all very busy with alot of things.. but at the same time..we slowly forget each other closeness .. but when ever we meet..we still the gossip non stop friends.. i glad over the year we grow up.. but at the same time i am sad that we are too busy with alot of things.. i just hope some day we can be less busy and get back to where we use to be.. but well i gusse this year is good for all of us.. and i thankful for everyone of you..
and here come to the last person in the whole year i am thankful of.. to be she is important .. so important that i scare to lose here one way or another.. but to be very truth that i really dont think i worth any of her good.. cuase i never believe that i am a person that people like her will ever like me.. i got nothing good on me.. am i right.. how can someone like her like me?? all year question i ask myself.. asking me why do i suffer when i can be with someone better?? but what i thinking is..other than u .. who in this world will ever see me.. and accpect me for me.. to me she is the gal that worth all my thinking to come to a word call love.. she gid me to the light when i feel so helpless..she is there to see my happy and sad..and she is always there and never say no when i need someone.. she let me learn so much on her.. from a lousy me to a better me..she always say she in not perfect and not the right one to me..but i will always be sure she is the right one.. cause is she who never leave me when i am sad.. never forget to weakness the happy time when i hope to see her weakness it..i spent the whole year trying to learn everything from her.. seeing how perfect this human infront of me are.. this is how perfect she is to me.. no one going to change the mind of me.. or how i wanna see  this lady in front of me.. cause she is the only lady that make me give up everything and think  worth it.. but actally she never ever ask me give up anything before.. hahah.. 
from a lousy me to today for who i am.. without this lady..there wont be me.. 
yes we walk down sad we walk pass happy.. but if u were to ask me is it worth it.. i always tell u worth..cuase there is so much words than i can say about her..like i will exchange everything to have her.. ermm..how should i put it in words.. all i got to say.. she my love and special someone i always want...
cause there is too much i dont know how to say already,.. but i sure this lady know what i trying to bring across..

okk here is the end of people i wanna thanks for the year.. 

Wednesday, September 17, 2014
Stop @ 9:51 AM

我是喜欢。。我是爱。。
不管问我即便。。
就算最后知道你会离开。。
我还是想那样的爱你。。
因为至少。。
我还有一点点资格爱你。。
不用在问我要不要重新靠流 了。。
因为我找到答案了。。
就是还是会爱你。。
unless you dont need me..

我知道如果可以的话。。
我知道。。如果可以的话,你一定会丢我恨好的。。
那就够了吧。。

Friday, August 29, 2014
Stop @ 10:28 AM

28.8.2014

考试完了。。心里有很多的感谢。。也有莫名的伤心。。
伤心是因为知道前面的路好模糊。。也好然我感到害怕。。
留下的眼泪。。是因为害怕听到你要离开。。
我害怕自己把感情放在心里不然你看到。。
你会认为我放下。。而其实不是。。
而是怕我的爱对你来说。。是压力。。是伤害。。
我不知道是不是我多想。。可是我知道。。有很多的时候。。
我都把爱放在心里。。才会然自己好伤心。。可是我还是会和自己说。。
那伤心没关系。。只要可以那样爱你就好。。

我不求任何的事情。。只希望可以那样爱你就好。。
只要然你开心就好。。



Friday, August 8, 2014
Stop @ 8:25 AM

8.8.2014
问我害怕吗。。我害怕啊。。害怕那是一个梦。。
我还伤心吗。。还是会伤心。。可是我只可以和自己说伤心。。就伤心。。不可以然任何的人看到。。因为是伤害。。

我的恶梦。。还是没要停过。。还是会在半夜起来。。
一个人的时候还是会有很难受的心情。。
还是会想哭。。
可是我在依赖记忆里的我们。。然自己不害怕。。

而为想做的是。。然你可以和我一样。。不寂寞。。
靠记忆到我们到未来。。

很想靠近受伤的你。。可是我还是会有一点害怕。。你会因为我的靠近而受伤。。

我只想和你说。。你得想法。。心里的伤。。我都知道。。也感受到。。
可是请你相信我。。我不会然发生过的事。。在发生。。而会很好的保护。。
就请你不要担心。。也不伤心。。好吗??
因为那是我唯一可以努力的动力。。


Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Stop @ 10:58 PM

6.8.2014
会想今天的你是不是开心。。
是不是一个人和我一样心里有很多的问题。。
再问自己。。
如果可以的话。。
我想把你的问题都带走。。

你知道吗。。
我不想任何烦人的事找上你。。也不想你辛苦。。
只想要你开心。。

就然我们从新开始。。重新的意识。。
是那不开心的放下。。而记得开心的就好。。
你一个人面对那像魔鬼的世界。。


Monday, August 4, 2014
Stop @ 2:30 AM

4.8.2014
我好想你。。好想带你离开。。逃跑。。那对你是伤害的世界。。我不知道要带你去哪里。。可是只要你不会不开心那就好了。。

外婆老天。。可以求你们。。然我们在一起吗??
不要然他离开好吗。。那样我会活不下去。。

Monday, July 28, 2014
Stop @ 9:36 AM

28/7/2014
我沒有比 其他人強悍
這沒有什麼好隱瞞
淚水和你一樣燙 也會有心慌
只是不代表我要對人講
越強烈的愛後勁越強
痛一直延長 在往後的每個夜晚
我以為時間是最好的偏方
治好的全都是皮外傷

About me
; Name Huimei:))
; Age 22
; Birth 19July91
; Basketballer and student
; broken into parts
; Email:huimei04@yahoo.com
Wish
All diffren kind of Number 4 jersery
DSLR
Black nice watch!!
Go to malaysia stay long long!!!
Everyone to be happy!!!
Alot of shirt!!!
Alot pants!!!

Hates
; Backstabber
Flirters
Sore loser
Empty promiss
Action people
Unreasonable people

Way Out

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